hello earthly , sorry for not updating . been busy with .. life but not school .
i tk tahu ape nk jdi with my school . bcz da tige hari i didnt go sch .
and i dont know when im going to dye my hair black again . ergh !
been hunting for jobs at vivo with Gf Irah . calculate all , alr 8 kedai we apply .
but till now , no respond . fuck lah ! now i know , no money no life .
with parents like mine , leh mati . mintak 5$ kne maki mcm mentak 5000$ .
im sick with F&B lah . i wanna try retail . please ! at least one call . please please !

bout life , ex-bf haikal asked for patch up , but i tk tahu . mayb no mayb yes .
i wanna be single till im 20 . insyaallah !
i wanna enjoy my life to the fullest . with no one stop me from doing things that i like .
no worries , i have my own limits when i club . get that ?
i know , some people dont believe what i say . but nvm , i'll prove you wrong .

been active with clubs nowadays . just wanna have fun . let out all my stress .
get to know more frens . and ! just frens not more than that okay ??
so far , i dint hear any rumours bout me anymore . thkz ! alhamdullilah .
but still wondering , what did i do until people talk bad bout me . hmms !
ahh ! nvm lah . i have my own life not like them .
sebok jage tepi kain org . sdiri nye kain tknk jage ! hmpf !

and earthly , if you notice , there's this bloghopper named "ai" .
okay . ako da tahu sape die .. alamak ! nie laki suke pe kacau2 org ??
nnt uh ! ako ganyang2 kau ! hahahaha !
alright ! happy reading . ((:

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today 23rd October 2009 , marks my mama and baba 21st anniversary ..
alhamdullilah ! im very happy for both my parents .
eventhough they fight and misunderstands each other sometimes , they still be as one till now .
ako sayang mama and baba ako sangat2 !

as baba blm dpt gaji , and mama get advance pay , which is tk lah byk sgt ,
we one family go mkn as west coast .. fuhh ! kenyang tau ako !!
plan nk go boon lay karaoke , but tk jdi . mcm mls gitu .. hehe !

so yeah . thats for today , ako damn mls ..
and ako in love with purple kotak2 !!!

Labels: HAPPY 21ST ANNIVERSARY MAMA AND BABA

bout yesterday (21 oct 2009) , yes i go school .
mcm biase dint get any attendance , bcz of my highlighted hair . AND I DON CARE !
dak duk dak duk , go back with HayatiePetomm . she teman me go Lot One makan banmian !
hmms , teringat mase me and gf irah mkn banmian at east point banquet . haiz !
tu sume memories ajek . bile nk mkn same2 lgi , irah ??

reach home at ard 730 pm . slack till 930pm .
den go mandi , wanna go REBEL !
i just wanna dance all the way . let all my problems out .
but yeah , those who know me , i don drink . so ako tk mabok .
guess who i go club with ?? Mamat and Mahfudz lah sey !
they bring one of their guy fren Wan . (and btw , this Wan is damn fucking cute)
and when was in the club , something caught my eye and damn ! ako sakit hati lgi . haiz !
guys really suck huh ? i wont post is here to avoid spams or misunderstanding . ergh !

and for today (22nd oct 2009).
i dint go sch .. my leg was crying for help .
im damn damn tired .
i sleep like nobody business . hp was off , so msg and calls sume tk tahu .

as usual , my mom nagg again . ergh !!! ako stress sak .
lepas satu , satu tau . i think she cant see me at home , resting .
mesti ade jek yg she ask me to do . fuck lah ! die tahu penat , ako pon tahu okay .
main comp pon salah , on the phone with frens pon salah . (padahal its incoming . and its free !)
idk what she want from me . damn !
i know i must bersabar .. and thats what im doing right now .

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peace upon you , earthly .
i did go school just now . but tkde attendance for PPR lesson .
as usual , MS TAN says 'YANNIS , WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO DYE YOUR HAIR BLACK ?'
alasan , wait for my gaji den go buy black hair dye . gaji ape pon ako tk tahu . pdhal , tk keje .
but i like .... WHATEVER ! as if i care !
after school lepak with bbf nazih and frens . ((:

and alamak ! bbf nazih lak tny , 'annis , how's syampoo ?'
then i was like .. 'huh ? syampoo ?? why tny ? kan ako da teringat kan die ! shit you !'
i wont post anything bout him here .. all i wanna you , earthly to know is .. dere's actually no more syampoo .
so yeah , don ask me why .. we are just not fated to be together . hmms .
yes , im dissappointed , angry , hurt and ... feeling like giving up my life .
but no worries , i'll stay strong . tell yourself that please dont show guys that we , ladies are LEMAH !
get that guys ? haha !

idk why , but feels like nk jdi lesbian pon ade . my heart really close for guys .
guys are like so SUCKS BIG TIME !
but nahh .. ako straight siol ! haha !

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peace upon you , earthly .
the day was damn fucking hot ! i was at home the whole day .
yeah , i dint go school today .
just like bbf nazih say , self-holiday . haha !
and now , i cant sleep . i think i had enuf sleep just now . (:

was bored at home . i dint know how many times i eat .
ergh ! gain more weight again .. makin gemok !
so jjyeah , nothing to update bout today .
and yeah . on friday , annis ade tournament bola sey !
can you believe it ?? annis play soccer ! haha !
i wish my group will win the nursing students ! hahah !

okay . update more soon later ...
dada ((:

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time checked : 5.17am
just get back from lepaking with budak2 BB.
wahwah ! kecohrables lah krg anak2 .
secondary students da holiday ! gereks kapes ??
ite lak kne sch . ergh !
don feel like sleeping . takot nnt cnnt wake up go school .
da janji Hayayie and Shaq , meet at J.E mrt station at 6.45am SHARP !
nk bet ? mesti Hayatie lmbt ! haha !

i dint go school just now . mcm biase . M A L A S , malas.
so yeah , was at mendak . gf syira call ajk go teman ke go treading .
but i kinda mls . so tk jdi .
then ex-bf yan called . ajk jumpe .
den i like ..... okaylah .
but end up i da siap2 . da lawa , he pulak say tk paya . sialz !
den plan go jumpe gf syira ..
at last i get to eat KFC !!
ako mengidam oi ! mcm pregnant woman gitu . BUT NO !

syira will be watching movie with her F .
but i tagg along uh . since syira ask along so .
cite ape ? cnnt blg ! haha !
after mkn KFC , nk go uma syira .
nk change , bcz kan nk meet F die , so kne lah nice2 kan .. -.-
otw to interchg , i met HARITSAH .
one of my gf in primary sch .. and yeah , lepak , smoke den proceed to syira's crib .
so ard 830pm , we got lost from syira's crib . movie will be starting at 9pm .

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suddenly i feel bad bout posting bout my mom at blog .
but i feel much better after i shout it all out here .
my heart still burning and the words that mama says still pising2 ard my otak !
after posting ytd , lega lah gitu hati ako . tell kakak bout that mama's post .
but i think she blm bace . ntah lah . haiz !

i dint go sch today . suddenly feel so damn fucking malas .
idk what's gonna happen to me if i always get lazy to go sch .
get debarred again ? no ! please .. )):
i wanna graduate with that CPT cert and get off from that big but dirty sch !
hahahahahaha !

dearest ex yan , accident . skidded .. padan muke !
wahh ! annis so bad . den want to borrow frm me duit for his bike servicing .
cheydebah ! byk hensem muke ?? but i don give . hehe !
later mayb accompany him go doctor . i will ask that doctor to ganyang2 him ! haa !
okay merepek ! ako mendak .. and trying not to remember bout my mom .
she's not at home . but will be home soon . get ready to hear her naggs !
erghhhh !

idk . but i feel im in love with my old crush back . hehe !
idk why i easily get stuck with a guy . esp like him .
and earthly , this is SYAMSIDD , but i call him SYAMPOO .
this guy is so so so history . my so called last year love .
met him at friendster which is da mati .
only matreps and minahreps yg active at dere ! haaa !
he is one of my gf's gf ex boyfriend . haha ! complicated i know .

lost him twice . and thats enuf . still stay .
only god knows how much i care and love you sia .
awww ! sweet lah gitu annis .
i love it when we webcam together . alamak !
gambar webcam kite , i post it next okay .
a post especially for him .. haha !
oh gosh ! ako in love lgi !

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i just don understand ! what the hell do you expect from us actually ?
we listened to you , we obeyed you . so what's lacking ? tell us !
i just cant stand it ! you make us feel that you don appreciate to god that you have us !
i know , kakak and me is not that really GOOD daughters . but still , we do have feelings !
you LOVE to point out our mistakes . but what about yours ?
dosent mean you're our mom , you did NO MISTAKES at all ! BULLSHIT !
you care bout your feelings , but what about ours ??
you LOVE to compare us with our relatives ! WTH !!
fuck ! you dint know their bad sides okay !!
why must you always say "anak orang lain pon tk mcm krg" ??
is me and kakak that bad until you really said that ??
we just need your understanding lah mama !

oh gosh ! kuat lah iman dan kesabaran ako ..
seriously, i cant take this shit anymore .
if one day , i were to be damn rude to you mom , im sorry ..
i just want things right .. i hate it when you accused me wrongly !
honestly , you're make me hates my biological mother !

mama , me and kakak loves you with all our hearts .
why cant you understand what is our life .
we just want one thing from you . UNDERSTANDING .
thats all mom . nothing much ..

please mama , dont make me do this again .
dont make me post bout you in my blog . which is not PRIVATE !
im sorry , i have to . i have no one to talk to now .
i will and i am shouting bout you now in my blog !
i wish you were to read this blog one day .
i wish you can understd us .
i wish you changed !

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okay gambar lame . but annis suke . it was last yr pic in da classroom.
time checked : 5.14am
i cant sleep . waiting for time to get ready to school .
ergh ! school fucking sucks !

so as you can see .
i have a new blogskin . yes i know .
kinda GERLISH skin . its like not my type .. haha !
but i find it cute . so yeah !
i love it , i admit .

to my gf or bf , yang knl my so called CRUSH , SYAMPOO
friends , ako contact with him back . jjyeah !
long long story ! and ako damn happy !
wish that old fucking big time story dint happened again !
wish me luck for my love life , friends . huhu !!
and now i miss him alr ... hehe !
okay . proper post tmr !

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so so so sorry earthly,
at last i get the pichas from BBF mukmin.
erghh ! a lot lah the pichas.
almost all of the pichas, i combined them together.
so it wont take so much space.
and also wont have a ver very long row of pichas ..

so jjyeah ! so here it is the pichas of
- at KAK SHIDA'S bdae party/chalet
- in the club - ZIRCA

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hello earthly, i just get back from my makcik hse..
fuhh ! tiring lyn all my anak-anak sdare(s).
they are all cute-cute like me *ehem!*
get news frm auntie, Kak Edah alr give birth to a daughter.
i havent meet her yet. pichas will be uploaded once i have it ..
if im not wrong , name die is TIARA something RASHILYND.
hehe ! sorry lah i don remember ..

alright , time checked : 1.02am.
kakak still not back home.
i don care ! im still gonna post bout her here !
i don give it a damn ! if she malu ? tu die nye pasal !
im not gonna fucking care bout her anymore.
it all happen on friday morning, right after i club with BFF mukmin.
when i get home which ard 8am , i expect her to be home .
but in bed room , theres was no one . and full of clothes lying everwhere !

*skip* at ard 1pm nearly 2pm , i heard someone going in my room .
and there she is !! fuck ! she bring her BITCH GF SHIDA !!
and that BITCH SHIDA is with a guy !
asshole ! do she know where she is ?? rumah ako tauk !
lucky makbapak ako tkde .
sial lah ! she didnt respect at all sia !
if that guy was my sis bf , tu i don mind uh !

*skip*kakak siap2 pki baju kebaye die .
and i ask her where's she going .
she say "pergi melawat kwn kakak nye datok . meninggal"
Fuck ! ako damn binget ..
bulan puase, 3 of my nenek sdare meninggal , she don even bother to melawat !
what for she care bout her fren's datok which dosent have any connections with her ??

and after that day she dint go home till now !
my msges and calls dint respond at all .
and my ear drum was in pain bcz of my mum nagg nagg nagg .
oh gosh ! i just cant take it . why must im the one who must listen to her nagg ??
im not at fault !

but actually i cant stand how worried my mum is .
actually i don want to even bother to call or msg her again .
but when i look at my mum , i can really say that she damn worried bout kakak.
and i told myself to call her for the last tyme for the sake of my mum.
so i called her.. and at last she picked up .


and i started to cry and blog bout this incident.
yeah can say , i was crying right now while im thinking and typing what to say here.
when i called her, her voice was like nothing happen gitu .
as if she did nothing wrong .. where is her responsibilities as a eldest sister ??
ako damn pissed off plus dissapointed here ..

i would like to say sorry to my sister for posting her bad side here.
i just got no one to talk to right now .
and all i wanted to do is let out everything that im wanted to say to you .
i just have no courage to say all this to you , sis .
i dint know how to show to you that i love you so much .
equally like i love our lil'bro ..
dont you feel ashamed of your bro , by showing him this shit ??
this is not a good example to show to him sak kakak ...

for now , i wish you realise your mistake , and remember how painful
our mom brought you up this 20 years .
she cares for you like she cares for us . (me and bro)
please come back .. i beg you .. ))))':

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time checked : 5.09pm
mayb ard 5.30 i wanna siap go uma makcik at bukitbatok .
dgn smangat nye hati ku kerana sdare mare nk dtg nari .
but wake up and was told by mama, its not today . its tomorrow ..
tsk ! kecewa tau ..
what shud i wear ?? baju kurong je lah .. ((:

okayokay sayangsssss ..
these 4 ladies is my gf in Yuhua Primary School..
i wanna post bout them but tkde gmbr .
so now , i grab this photo at Diana's blog.
sorry gf . hehe !
their name is Kitt, Zanna, Zee, Ritz and Diana..
nk kenal2 ?? dream on ! all attached . haha !

im actually looking forward to this coming friday .
We all wanna serang rumah Zanna at J.E
tk sabar !!
but alamak!
kitt say Zanna's mom last minit need to go work . sadddd !!
nvrmind lain hari insyaallah ade ..

Zee and Diana da jdi mummy ..
Zee gave birth to a son . and Diana gave birth to a daughter..
sume nye cute cute . mcm ako . (ehem !!)
alhamdullilah the babies and mummies is safe .
i cant wait to meet them and the babies..
was actually left out because they cant contact me
to meet up and tgk baby Zee ..
tkpe .. soon !
i will ganyang2 baby krg ! HA HA HA !! *evil laughter*

this is MAHFUDZ .. mayb some of you know him . bdk2 town . keke !!
know him at rebel .... mat2 clubbing . hehe !
msg me at ard 3pm . saying he have 2 free tickets to ZOUK !
omg ! zouk ?? free ticket ?? i wanna go !
but kne g open hse auntie .. abeh mcm ne ?
end up i tolak je lah that oppotunity .. terpakse .
even Mahfudz say , family com firz ....
okay lah . go open hse lorrrrr .. )):

time checked again : 5.24pm
okay nk ready to go uma makcik ..
update again later ..

Labels: bye bye, ZOUK

okay, i just post one just now. and im posting one more now.
that dzul own a blog. i asked for the link .
i read it and my hart feel damn saddd ..
his post was about a gerl who he likes . and definitely not me .
seriously , im so kecewa...
what shud i do ? i guess i wont talk to him often .
yah , that shud be the way .. haizz ..
lgi skali hati ku dihancur org ... )):

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time checked : 4.28am.
erghh ! i cant sleep . still playing with my comp from.. if im not wrong , 9 plus ?
so boring lah sey . im done with facebook, tagged, blog..
ergh ! mendak !
so thought of posting one more post for today. hee ((:
idk why ! but im craving form MCSPICY !!
anyone nk blanje annis?? please ..

okay, this guy here Dzul'Azizan Putra Hosni. ^^
not Boyfriend not Teman tapi Mesra.
but cume online close friend ajek ..

mcm ade rase suke tpi maluuuu nk ckp .. hehe!
idk if he's attached or suke anyone or whatever.
tkt sakit hati.. and only hayatie knows bout him .
i nie secret admirer at him lah ..
he's funny and cute . kan ??

bagus lah tgh boring2 nie , he alih2 online ..
we chatted . sampai he make me jeles.
die ckp he just ate mc spicy tdi .. jahat kan ?
blg saye uat pe , beli kan lah .. sweeet sikit ! haha ((:

i don know what to do after blogging.
i just cant sleep .. mayb bcz i wake up damn late just now .
if im not wrong , 930pm .. heeh ! shhhhhh !!!
pnt lahhhh ..
okay lah.. get back to ya later ..
nak chat with DZUL !! (;

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yesterday wassss damn damn damn fun!
was at home the whole day, kakak ajak go DOUBLE O.
but im kinda mcm 50-50 nk go or not.
ask gf dayah, she kate die tk jdi. and gf syira is sick at home.
kesian die, get well soon okay.
so tkt tkde kwn .. huhu !

and suddenly teringat everyday thursday nyte, free entry for students at ZIRCA.
beep bff mukmin. remembered that he nk sangat go club dgn saye.
sorry bff, i always ajak kluar sume last minit. hehe !
so bff mukmin ajak he's chinese bff along.
so there were 3 of us so tk lah bored sgt kan..
dakdukdakduk, after finish clubbing at ZIRCA, we mkn maggi. kesian kan..
den take 197 back home.
i reach home ard 8 teros tdo !
seriously, i was damn penat..
kaki saye cramp abes.. tk leh tahan !

sorry lah. the pichas is at bff mukmin's hp.
so tgu he send kt saye okay.
i will update a post of our pichas.. insyaallah ((:

and for today, i was slacking at home for the whole day.
sleep, tv, comp, eat .. thats all .. haha ((:
nk update bout today pon, tk tahu ape nk ckp ape.
hmms..

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