hello earthly, i just get back from my makcik hse..
fuhh ! tiring lyn all my anak-anak sdare(s).
they are all cute-cute like me *ehem!*
get news frm auntie, Kak Edah alr give birth to a daughter.
i havent meet her yet. pichas will be uploaded once i have it ..
if im not wrong , name die is TIARA something RASHILYND.
hehe ! sorry lah i don remember ..

alright , time checked : 1.02am.
kakak still not back home.
i don care ! im still gonna post bout her here !
i don give it a damn ! if she malu ? tu die nye pasal !
im not gonna fucking care bout her anymore.
it all happen on friday morning, right after i club with BFF mukmin.
when i get home which ard 8am , i expect her to be home .
but in bed room , theres was no one . and full of clothes lying everwhere !

*skip* at ard 1pm nearly 2pm , i heard someone going in my room .
and there she is !! fuck ! she bring her BITCH GF SHIDA !!
and that BITCH SHIDA is with a guy !
asshole ! do she know where she is ?? rumah ako tauk !
lucky makbapak ako tkde .
sial lah ! she didnt respect at all sia !
if that guy was my sis bf , tu i don mind uh !

*skip*kakak siap2 pki baju kebaye die .
and i ask her where's she going .
she say "pergi melawat kwn kakak nye datok . meninggal"
Fuck ! ako damn binget ..
bulan puase, 3 of my nenek sdare meninggal , she don even bother to melawat !
what for she care bout her fren's datok which dosent have any connections with her ??

and after that day she dint go home till now !
my msges and calls dint respond at all .
and my ear drum was in pain bcz of my mum nagg nagg nagg .
oh gosh ! i just cant take it . why must im the one who must listen to her nagg ??
im not at fault !

but actually i cant stand how worried my mum is .
actually i don want to even bother to call or msg her again .
but when i look at my mum , i can really say that she damn worried bout kakak.
and i told myself to call her for the last tyme for the sake of my mum.
so i called her.. and at last she picked up .


and i started to cry and blog bout this incident.
yeah can say , i was crying right now while im thinking and typing what to say here.
when i called her, her voice was like nothing happen gitu .
as if she did nothing wrong .. where is her responsibilities as a eldest sister ??
ako damn pissed off plus dissapointed here ..

i would like to say sorry to my sister for posting her bad side here.
i just got no one to talk to right now .
and all i wanted to do is let out everything that im wanted to say to you .
i just have no courage to say all this to you , sis .
i dint know how to show to you that i love you so much .
equally like i love our lil'bro ..
dont you feel ashamed of your bro , by showing him this shit ??
this is not a good example to show to him sak kakak ...

for now , i wish you realise your mistake , and remember how painful
our mom brought you up this 20 years .
she cares for you like she cares for us . (me and bro)
please come back .. i beg you .. ))))':

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