i just don understand ! what the hell do you expect from us actually ?
we listened to you , we obeyed you . so what's lacking ? tell us !
i just cant stand it ! you make us feel that you don appreciate to god that you have us !
i know , kakak and me is not that really GOOD daughters . but still , we do have feelings !
you LOVE to point out our mistakes . but what about yours ?
dosent mean you're our mom , you did NO MISTAKES at all ! BULLSHIT !
you care bout your feelings , but what about ours ??
you LOVE to compare us with our relatives ! WTH !!
fuck ! you dint know their bad sides okay !!
why must you always say "anak orang lain pon tk mcm krg" ??
is me and kakak that bad until you really said that ??
we just need your understanding lah mama !

oh gosh ! kuat lah iman dan kesabaran ako ..
seriously, i cant take this shit anymore .
if one day , i were to be damn rude to you mom , im sorry ..
i just want things right .. i hate it when you accused me wrongly !
honestly , you're make me hates my biological mother !

mama , me and kakak loves you with all our hearts .
why cant you understand what is our life .
we just want one thing from you . UNDERSTANDING .
thats all mom . nothing much ..

please mama , dont make me do this again .
dont make me post bout you in my blog . which is not PRIVATE !
im sorry , i have to . i have no one to talk to now .
i will and i am shouting bout you now in my blog !
i wish you were to read this blog one day .
i wish you can understd us .
i wish you changed !

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